July 2011
Remember when we used to fight and you'd use...
Hurts doesn’t it.
And in the end, you miss the things you take for...
Too bad you took all of me for granted.
Uh...
x3amandaa:
Whoever thought it’d be funny to leave a kitten at my door with a piece of paper next to it saying “HI x3amandaa!”, it’s not. I dunno what to do with a kitten! D:
Why can’t I get kittens at my door. . No no. Puppy.
She was breaking, but she held on tight. That's...
You know, forever doesn't just happen by itself.
You make forever happen.
I need a break.
I need a break from all this bullshit. All this fighting, all this crying. I need to get away from it all. I need to be able to just breathe again. I want to be able to breathe on my own.
June 2011
You know, it's always the people you least expect...
People who use other people to get over someone.
You’re fucking pathetic. Don’t lead someone on just because you’re lonely and hurting. You’re not in it for them, you’re in it to get over someone else. That’s just so fucking low.
How are you okay? When I can’t be around...
OMG. I just saw the biggest spider and I killed it. I’m fucking terrified.
weeeenhi:
No one ever gives you their undivided attention when you need it.
Nights become more and more lonely without you.
But I guess I just have to learn to readjust..
: A homeless man can still feel sheltered. →
soleconcept:
I wonder if he ever misses his family. I wonder about his past, how he got here. I wonder if he has kids? I wonder if they got taken away from his because of his past.
I wonder if he can still feel his fingers as he sleeps. I wonder if his clothes have any holes. I wonder is he has any other clothes. I wonder if he ever even sleeps.
I wonder if he’s ever loved, been loved or...
I wish you cared about me like you used too.
I wish I could go back in time.
Back to the day we first met and start this whole relationship all over. The right way. Avoiding all the mistakes that we run into.. Avoiding all the fights and the tears. I wish I could. But what’s done is done.. Right.. No one can change the past. But we can always change the future.
I wish I could see you, just one last time.
Please?
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I want to delete every picture we have, every...
Because they’ll forever be engraved in my memories.
You know I wake up.. And I start crying cause I realize you’re not here anymore.. And in the middle of the day I keep checking my phone for you.. But you’re not there either.. And at night.. I lay awake.. Just waiting and waiting.. But you’re not there.. You’ll never be here again..
I miss you so fucking damn much..
You know I wake up.. And I start crying cause I realize you’re not here anymore.. And in the middle of the day I keep checking my phone for you.. But you’re not there either.. And at night.. I lay awake.. Just waiting and waiting.. But you’re not there.. You’ll never be here again..
I miss you so fucking damn much..
You know I wake up.. And I start crying cause I realize you’re not here anymore.. And in the middle of the day I keep checking my phone for you.. But you’re not there either.. And at night.. I lay awake.. Just waiting and waiting.. But you’re not there.. You’ll never be here again..
I miss you so fucking damn much..
You know I wake up.. And I start crying cause I realize you’re not here anymore.. And in the middle of the day I keep checking my phone for you.. But you’re not there either.. And at night.. I lay awake.. Just waiting and waiting.. But you’re not there.. You’ll never be here again..
I miss you so fucking damn much..
You know I wake up.. And I start crying cause I realize you’re not here anymore.. And in the middle of the day I keep checking my phone for you.. But you’re not there either.. And at night.. I lay awake.. Just waiting and waiting.. But you’re not there.. You’ll never be here again..
I miss you so fucking damn much..
You know I wake up.. And I start crying cause I realize you’re not here anymore.. And in the middle of the day I keep checking my phone for you.. But you’re not there either.. And at night.. I lay awake.. Just waiting and waiting.. But you’re not there.. You’ll never be here again..
I miss you so fucking damn much..
You know I wake up.. And I start crying cause I realize you’re not here anymore.. And in the middle of the day I keep checking my phone for you.. But you’re not there either.. And at night.. I lay awake.. Just waiting and waiting.. But you’re not there.. You’ll never be here again..
I miss you so fucking damn much..
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You know I wake up.. And I start crying cause I realize you’re not here anymore.. And in the middle of the day I keep checking my phone for you.. But you’re not there either.. And at night.. I lay awake.. Just waiting and waiting.. But you’re not there.. You’ll never be here again..
I miss you so fucking damn much..
You know I wake up.. And I start crying cause I realize you’re not here anymore.. And in the middle of the day I keep checking my phone for you.. But you’re not there either.. And at night.. I lay awake.. Just waiting and waiting.. But you’re not there.. You’ll never be here again..
I miss you so fucking damn much..
You know I wake up.. And I start crying cause I realize you’re not here anymore.. And in the middle of the day I keep checking my phone for you.. But you’re not there either.. And at night.. I lay awake.. Just waiting and waiting.. But you’re not there.. You’ll never be here again..
I miss you so fucking damn much..
Laying in bed all night waiting for your call.
When I know it’s not going to come. :/
I wonder what you’re doing right now.. Who you’re thinking about.. Who you’re talking too.. Where you are.
I didn’t think being away from you would put so many doubts in my head..
Talking about deer in the backyard..
Dalena: We're going to get hit by them..
Me: NO. They're going to hit us!
Dalena: .. That's what I just said!
What I'm going to really miss.
I going to miss being on the phone with you, hearing your voice sweet voice. I’m going to miss how small your eyes get when you smile. And how you look when you wake up in the morning. I’m going to miss how you would wrap your legs around mine and my legs would get all itchy from your hairy legs. I’m going to miss how you’d tackle me and we’d wrestle. I’m going...
You know, just because we're not together anymore....
