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Tumblr has gotten dull. 

But I actually believe that God never closes a door, without opening a window. A door closed on me this year and honestly, it was tragic for me. Heartbreaking almost. But that door slamming shut in my face, showed me so many windows of opportunity to grow and expand. 

I’m honestly loving life right now. Nothing could be better.

But I’m not proud of you for who you’ve become. What you’ve changed into. I’m not proud of you for the important things you’ve lost sight in. I’m not proud of you for a lot of things.

But I’m not disappointed either.

I wish you the best. But know that I’m not here for you anymore. No longer will I be here for you because you weren’t here for me. Call it selfish if you may. But I need to do what’s right for me too.

So take this as an openly said goodbye. Though it was never said out loud to one another. I’m saying it now. Goodbye, once and for all.

The hardest thing about my family is that it’s broken. Being apart of a broken, dysfunctional family isn’t something I’m too proud of. Because honestly, it hurts to think about my family like that. I want a nice, loving family. I want a family that I’m proud to call mine. But I don’t. I don’t get to pick what family I have, I don’t get to choose who I call mom and who I call dad. I just have to deal with it.

But it honestly hurts. It really does. Coming home knowing that there will be arguments all day long. Not having a bit of peace and tranquillity. And this is why sometimes I choose to be in solitude. Because when I’m alone, it’s just peaceful. No more screaming and yelling. 

Just. Me.

Being sick and a waitress sucks ass. 

and they look nothing like they do online… 

Soooo, finally. After a long wait. I finally got all 4 iPhone 4S’s. <3 I am veeerrry happy.

Any apps that I should download?

So here’s a couple blogs and websites I love to visit on the daily!

• Nikki Desuasido. This was one of the first fashion blogs I started following pretty intensely. I love her style and her blogs. She’s one of my biggest inspirations! 
• Mega Brinsmead. Just something about this girl that I love. She steps out of the comfort zone, but keeps it simple and classy. 
• CuriouserLia. This is one of the recent blogs I discovered and I’m in love with her style. Everything she wears, I just fall in love with. Her make up is especially something that is inspiring. Her lipstick choices are just to die for.
• Wendy Nguyen. What I love most about her is that she’s Vietnamese. Brings me a lot of pride to see a Vietnamese American step out of the box and do something different. Also, her style is sleek and classy. It varies and has a lot of different choices. She doesn’t stick to one kind of way to dress. I looove it.

I guess these are some blogs, I’m kinda lazy to do the rest because I really want to finish checking out Wendy’s blog. Haha, sorry guys!

I love finding new fashion blogs. Not like the ones on Tumblr of random people reblogs. But of actual people blogging about their outfits, what they buy, how they wear it, what they love. I find it so interesting. And plus, it’s a lot of great tips! Gives you something to look up to, you know? Ha, I’m starting to sound a bit creepy.

But anyways, I think I’ll post up and share some of my favorite fashion bloggers later. <3

surprisingly enough, you stop getting disappointed as often.

or you might as well just give up.